June 2 - Day 70

It feels to get back into the gym routine again after being sick and out of it. Yesterday I did the 50 mile diabetes bicycle ride. that was awesome. raised a lot of money, did much better than I expected to do after being so sick the week before. It was a lot of fun. I'll have a separate blog with my results on that for the people who donated to check how I did.

mentally Im scattered. I have so much going on, so much to do, still feel like Im chasing the 8 ball to catch up from being sick. but I'm getting there. staying focused now is challenging. planning is gone out the window for the most part, and that's part of the focus problem. another area I need to get back on track.

I feel like all areas of my life are slightly off track right now. I can see the right track, I just need to jump over to it. sounds easy enough. but apparently its a farther jump than it looks.

emotionally I am happy. happy to be healthy again. happy about what I am accomplishing. happy about my relationship... happy about all my relationships actually. love , family, friend.. work.

spiritually also , well nto disconnected actually, I feel connected but in a blurry sort of way. connected like Im no longer battling up stream, but its more of a passive connection rather than intentional, if that makes any sense.