Day 23

So much has been happening that its been hard to find time to blog, although so much cool shit has been happening I should be blogging about it all.

Since last week, I've hung out with incredible friends, driven my truck thru a river in the bottom of Canyon Tseyi, and been fortunate enough to spend an entire afternoon with a full navajo indian woman. Just incredible stuff. I've taken some incredible photography, seen things that just can't possibly be caught on "film" anywhere close to how beautiful they are in real life. I've learned some truly horrifying things about our country's past and how greed has played such a powerful role in this country's closet skeletons.

I've gotten a little off the workout schedule but maintained activities, like hiking and texturing a wall. Oh yeah, something else I learned, how to spray texture on a wall. which might sound simple enough but take a 30 pound bucket of dry wall mud, and hold that up over your head while moving it to spray a ceiling, and then the walls of a room and you will see how quickly that is an arm and shoulder work out.

I totally meant to meditate while on the trip but some how that just didn't work out. I was also kinda looking forward to trying a meditation with someone to see how that felt with the energy. Which Im sure I will have plenty of other chances to try.

I want to get more into the navajo energy. I think I'd like to see if its possible to speak to an elder or shaman. speaking with donna's grandfather would be an amazing experience.

that just reminded me, when I was planning to come here, I said to my mentor that I would really like to speak with some native indians and see what there is for me in that communication. I've had that experience, now I want more, deeper, interactive communication.

work is crazy right now. struggling with focus for it. which tells me Im not really following my bliss.

m = sharp
e = happy
p = great, strong, healthy
s = very connected this weekend...total reattachment to oneness feeling.

I gotta say, the whole attraction thing is working out rather well. things are happening. there really is something to be said about knowing exactly what you want to experience. which I see that as difficult for a lot of people to buck their own belief system, but it truly is very effective. I'll write about more proof of that as I go.